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Tuesday, November 17, 2020

A Historical Perspective

                I have just finished reading a biography entitled “We Were the Lucky Ones,” which traced the experiences of single Jewish family in Poland through the Second World War. And while it specifically told the story of an individual family, it also recounted the atrocities they lived through. Prior to this book, I read another family story related to the atrocities perpetrated in China during that same time period. While I write from the isolated comfort of my middle class, seaside home in 21st century America, I at least have the benefit of hindsight and historical perspective and countless reams of documentation regarding those conflicts.

                My first and foremost observation is that Germany, Japan and their allies were responsible for the deaths of as many as eighty million people during the 1930s and 1940s. I’m also very clear that some of the atrocities those nations committed are unthinkable, and arguably unforgiveable. Untold people from many countries were conquered, oppressed and slaughtered based upon principles of ethnic, cultural and military superiority, not to mention pride, greed and hate. If there were true “eye for an eye” justice in the world those two aggressor nations, and probably a few others, should have been utterly depopulated and wiped off the face of the earth. Fortunately, our better angels prevailed and the world chose only to directly punish the worst leaders and offenders.

                I’m an American, and before I spout too much about our being the good guys who entered the war in order to save the day for everyone else, I acknowledge our own history also has to be considered. Our experiment with the atrocities of slavery and the four hundred years we spent dispossessing the North American continent of its previous inhabitants is no less ignoble. Both chapters in our own history were based upon those same principles of ethnic and military superiority. Having acknowledged that fact, I return to my previous discourse by paraphrasing legendary Arthurian ethics and reminding us all that the historical perspective continues to show us that might doesn’t actually make right.

                I remember growing up in the 1960s and 1970 being so proud of my German heritage. And, in my defense, all of my German relatives immigrated here long before World War II. Nonetheless, even my relatives who fought against Germany in the 1940s instilled that cultural pride. Cultural pride is a good thing, but with the wisdom of hindsight I now know that those lessons of cultural pride needed to be tempered with some wisdom regarding the sins of the previous generations. No one ever told me what the Germans did to Europe in the previous decades. No one in my family ever inferred anything negative about others who were Jewish. I was just told to be proud of being German.

From that standpoint, I was a cultural innocent. However, with a blissful and in some ways a blissful ignorance as well. Perhaps time heals all wounds, and historical grace has its place in preventing inherited hate, but we sometimes forget too quickly. We clearly need to forgive, but it’s dangerous to forget entirely … and one generation is not enough time to forget such devastation and atrocity. We need to own our past. We need to talk about our past. We need to do so in order to inform our future. You can’t just extinguish eighty million lives and chalk them up to the collateral damage of history. We owe it to their memories that they shall not have died in vain. We owe it to their children and grandchildren, to our children and grandchildren, to learn from our past in order build a better future. Only then, will we be prepared to meet the societal challenges of the future.

My challenge to you is to speak with the oldest members of your family and capture their memories of World War II before they are lost forever. We owe it to our future to reconcile the past we all share. If we don’t, then we are destined to repeat it.

Sunday, September 20, 2020

To Accomplish Nothing

A few weeks ago I just needed a little time by myself. Life had gotten a bit hectic and I felt like it was time to totally disengage for a few hours. It seems like a small thing, and perhaps others are better at unwinding than I am. Either way, I drove down to Balboa Island, purposely locked my cell phone and Fitbit in the car, took a short ferry ride … and then proceeded to wander aimlessly in my favorite wandering grounds for a few hours. My goal, for once, was to simply accomplish nothing. I did write a few poems, including this one, which is a true story. And yes, arguably, that could be categorized as accomplishing something. But if I hadn’t, then you wouldn’t be reading this right now. So enough of my rationalization. I’ll let the story tell itself. However, before I lapse into verse, I would challenge you to take an evening or a day off. Call it “me time.” Call it Sabbath. Call it whatever you like, but sometimes it can be a beautiful thing to step off the treadmill and see where your feet and your heart lead you. And if you end up accomplishing nothing? Well that’s alright. 

To Accomplish Nothing
Seems like I’m always on a mission
Lists to check and things to do
From one task to another
And my work is never through
Always something to accomplish
We just can’t let up the pace
When we’re not at work we exercise
So even leisure is a race
I needed to break the cycle
And climb off the old treadmill
So I made an evening of it
Since I had some hours to kill
I set out to accomplish
Hardly anything at all
To wander randomly about
As these were my hours, after all
It’s strange how walking changes
When you don’t have a goal to meet
Without counting steps or minutes
And you can turn down any street
Try out every park bench
Follow a cat or butterfly
Stop and talk with strangers
Stare at the water or the sky
I jotted down some verses
For a poem or maybe two
Sat a while with my eyes closed
Just to listen for something new
In short, I lived a life of leisure
In its purest form of ease
If only for an hour or two
Just as carefree as you please
I set out to accomplish nothing
Which is a good place to begin
Hoisted the sails of happenstance
And drifted on the wind
Was it an evening wasted?
You be the judge, my friend
But here I am at peace and happy
At my random evening’s end
          By Frank Carpenter ©

Monday, June 01, 2020

Southern Cross


Perhaps one more poem about some special stars. We’ve already established that I love to gaze up at the heavens, and often find some meaning there. I have a long relationship with Polaris, the North Star, which features prominently in the sky … and in my thoughts. In the northern hemisphere it’s the pole star, remaining roughly in the same position while the Big Dipper, Cassiopeia and the rest of the constellations dance slowly around it. For this reason, it’s been a friend to navigators for thousands of years. And it just happens to be the first thing I see when I walk out my front door in the evening, a reliable companion in a seemingly ever-changing world.

When we began traveling to visit our daughter’s family in New Zealand some years ago we had to leave the North Star behind because it’s only visible from the northern hemisphere. Yet we were also introduced to the Southern Cross, which is only visible in the southern hemisphere and features prominently in the culture there. It even graces the flag of New Zealand. I Immediately struck up a friendship with this new constellation, and as a sailor and navigator it had a particular meaning for me as well. Throughout my life I’d frequently relied upon the North Star to find my way or get my bearings. However, it was clear that I needed to point my daughter towards the appropriate celestial companion to take her own bearings on. She has her own family and her own life, and her own broad expanse of sky … and she needed different stars to point the way to her chosen home.

Back here in north America, with Polaris looking over my shoulder, I’m unable to view the Southern Cross. Yet, I know where to find it. Broad oceans may separate us, but the Southern Cross is etched indelibly upon my heart and I know it’s watching over those whom I hold so dear.

Southern Cross
As I walk out of my front door
Each night I’m greeted by
My old friend, the North Star
Hanging ever in the sky
But down under it is different
My North Star is out of view
So I must trust the Southern Cross
To keep watch each night on you
You can find it in the south
To the left of your driveway
And it can be a beacon for you
When you lose the light of day
Even though the Southern Cross
Dwells below where I can see
It will always be there for you
And I hope you’ll think of me
Our horizons may be different
And six thousand miles and more
Of empty blue Pacific
May separate our shores
But you are always on my mind
And we won’t feel far apart
If you look up at the Southern Cross
And know I hold you in my heart
             By Frank Carpenter ©

Sunday, April 26, 2020

Shooting Star

A couple of nights ago I rose at 04:00 AM and set up a chair in the driveway to watch the Lyrid meteor shower. There several such events each year and when I happen to read about one it’s not unusual for me to find myself staring up at the sky at some odd hour of the night. I have a soft spot for (very) amateur astronomy and it’s a common occurrence for the late night dog walking neighbors to catch me just standing in the driveway and gazing up into space. The stars simply fascinate me. They always have. Even though I can only identify a handful of stars and constellations, they hold a certain explainable wonder that I’ve carried with me since childhood.

Which brings us back to the other night. It was supposed to be the best of several nights of viewing the Lyrid meteor shower and the popular websites promised as many as 10-15 shooting starts per hour at its peak. So there I was, bundled up and sitting forlornly in the driveway … probably looking like my wife had kicked me out of the house. But I was there on purpose. However, the promised celestial show just wasn’t happening and after an hour or so of shivering in the dark I was just about to close up shop and hit the shower. But suddenly I was rewarded with an awesome shooting start that was both bright and right where I was looking. And here’s the thing, I was completely satisfied. So often in life I feel like people want to be wowed by abundance. They want to be grandly entertained, and then stack their stack their piles of memories like so much firewood stacked on the side of the house. But the sky isn’t like that. The sky is big and beautiful and miraculous, but pretty slow from the standpoint of pleasing a pleasure seeking crowd.

So much of life is like that as well. It’s less like an action movie and more like the night sky. If you expect to be constantly entertained you find yourself just feeling bored or disappointed. Yet, if you understand that life is beautiful and amazing all time, punctuated by occasional moments of perfection, then you’re much better oriented to fully enjoy the show. That’s just how I felt a few nights ago when I was finally rewarded with that single perfect shooting star. And it was enough.

One Perfect Shooting Star
I rose in the dark of the morning
Donned my coat and hat and gloves
Dragged a camp chair out to the driveway
And directed my eyes above
I was up for the meteor shower
Of which I had read about
Wrapped in a blanket against the cold
Of a night with no moon out
I was welcomed by a starry sky
And as I waited patiently
A pair of satellites came and went
But shooting stars eluded me
Then, just as I was giving up
A single blaze filled the sky
And the shooting star I’d waited for
Greeting my wondering eyes
I had hoped for more last night
Yet, as I pondered upon
That fleeting moment of perfecting
Which had so quickly come and gone
I realized I found joy enough
In the wonder that was mine
At observing stardust set afire
For even so brief a time
For who indeed could ask for more
As we gaze at the heavens afar
Than to start their day
With the priceless gift
Of a single perfect shooting star
              By Frank Carpenter ©